AHAHAHA. re-designing batch tee cuz i feel the other one wasnt that good... shud b studying, but heck, can't b bothered. oh, and for anyone who comes to my blog, b prepared for many more random posts to come...

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~Today was super slack luh.
1st period---Chinese; watch movie, which was super cool
2nd period---LA; boring! but quite slack
3rd peroid---music---teacher nvr come; ended up going to the library and use the computers.
4th period---Maths; Mr tiong always gets bullied. But at least i learnt a little bit of math
AFTER--- entertained by seinors who went to fight :D:D

But sometimes being too slack doesn't feel good/comfortable...

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I feel like a loser... i feel so 失败! out of three fights, i lost 2 of them, making me...a loser. Haiz... Then halfway throught the last fight i got gastric, OF ALL TIMES! compared to Jezamine, i feel so loser. She got a silver and wat did i get? NOTHING. *sigh...

Roll over and weeps~~~

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OMG! competition so soon!!! ROAR!!! I'm not ready yet luh. I dun even know the rules and what not. plus I'm not in the competitive mood yet. i dun look forward to being bruised. i wish someone would take my place. i may have won them during selections, but now when i play with them, i feel as if they're improving and I'm deproving, and now the worst thing is that now they're always winning me. Therefore, i feel now i am unfit to go for the competition, and do not deserve to compete. AARRRGGHH!!! SOMEONE TAKE MY PLACE!!! *sobss...

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It seems nowadays, I have lost interest in almost everything. My work, my friends and family. Can anyone help me re-instill this interest into my mind and soul? I am now walking around like a brainless/lifeless zombie. Anyone... anyone, help me bring back meaning to my life. This routine life is anything but fun.

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I think sir was in a good mood today man, he actually let us play games? Namely dog and bone. The game itself was quite lame la, but then the way the seniors play it ah.... tsk tsk, so jia lat. not agile and not fast enough. And then got some ppl ah, being surrounded by other team's players right, still wanna take the "bone", so the obvious result is that they get hit and the other team gets a point.. -.-
But seniors are nice, like Ma Jun!! she actually talked to me on msn? usually i didn't think ppl "her batch" will be bothered to tok to juniors.. >.<>

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Yesterday went to watch Pursuit of Happiness. So touching... The poor guy had only $21.33 left in his bank account and he had a son to raise. Then there was one night, they had no where to stay so they slept in the train station's toilet. So sad lorh. The guy was selling this bone density scanner for a living, and he couldn't sell any. So, he decided to get a new job, as a stockbroker. So he had to go for a programme that lasted 6 months, so he had no income for 6 months. But in the show right, it seems as though his whole life was about rushing. First he has to drop his son at a daycare, then rush to work, then rush to pick his son up, then bcuz they were poor, they had to actually go to this place where they have to queue up for a room to stay. But obviously, there was a happy ending. The guy managed to get the job as a stockbroker, got a steady income, and set up his own company, then he sold the company for millions of $$. And this movie was actually inspired by a TRUE story -.

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Today's training sooo tiring... While the seniors were doing weights, the sec 1s were in the dojo training STAMINA!!! gosh it was damn tiring. You know this is the first time i actually puked bcuz of some sports. Tennis? nvr... Swimming? nvr... Badminton? nvr... Judo? Yessss!! then we going to hwa chong to train on thursday.. PT!! o.o

Ohoh, and today i was on the bus and we were passing by hwa chong, and these other boys in the bus were like "Oooh, oh my gosh, is that Hwa Chong? Woah.. So big! OMG!" then they continued to ooh and ahh and stare at hwa chong in awe. So i quickly got off the burst and nearly burst out laughing. And today we told Jing Fang most of our jokes, se laughed but she thought we were mean. WE'RE NOT!! Haha :] then met Dion at the bus stop. Told her about the boys on the bus and she burst out laughing too.. :]:] but sometimes, I find me and Dion quite weird. We always end up saying the same things at the same time, it's actually quite creepy... Of all days, it had to rain today. When the gate was locked. And some "ehem ehem" ppl.... tried to climb over the fence, then me and Dion walked away, and they actually followed our lead. WOW! ending this random post now.. :]

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Have training today!!! gonna meet Ly and take fotos!! after about 45 minutes of thinking and sketching, i finally finished designing my Batch 17 tee. Wonder if my batchmates will like it... Shall show them today! :]

This is the end of my super short post...

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We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are,
I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me,
I was going to find you
Unexpected,
what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road
and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming,
how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand,
unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road
and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I
wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you
Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

And life is a road
and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowin' on
Starting out on a journey
And life is a road
and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowin'
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning With you

This is the lyrics for At The Beginning With You, the track i posted. It's beautiful...

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Oh, and srry i took so long to repair my blog ppl, but now i have finally fixed it. HAPPY MARCH HOLIDAYS EVERYBODY!!!

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Lifeskills camp was kinda fun..i guess. i think the most fun part was the talentime night and the mount faber safra that day. The most irritating thing was queueing up to shower manss.....always long queue de. Then there was one time i went into this toilet with the "ahem ahem" laid near the squat toilets? It was so disgusting. then there was the other squat toilet next to it that the water over flowed? EWWW... The utmost putred and unsanitary thing(s) i have ever seen ( excluding the china toilets which were even more filthy ). But on talentime night right, i think Yuan Ming was soo nervous she nearly cried? but maybe it was due to the fact that we were not confident cuz we wern't totally prepared yet and until the last minute b4 our performance we were stil making last minute changes. -.- but on the whole, it was quite fun lar...watching the fire that mrs.chitra lit burn some of the grass.. HAHA then the fire that mr.shone lit was so lame cuz it was like quite small. Then the camp fire songs were so nice, especially [At the Beginning with You] which totally rocked. then they had a "surprise" song for us which was We're All in This Together, which was actually quite predictable. but nonetheless, we all jumped and danced to it. Then me and joey went crazy and started parading around with our beautiful class flag that we kinda did last minute(Tuesday, the day b4 the camp) but, WHO CARES!!! it turned out fabulous!!! Well, as for the food, i'd still say it was EDIBLE, compared to my primary school food which sucked BIG TIME. Then when we got the pears right, on the second night of the camp right, all the dancers didnt want to eat for fear they would puke during talentime, so Yiqiao ended up eating and taking all the pears which actually tasted pretty good. But i learnt smthn very important for this camp...... NEVER EVER VOLUNTEER TO BE FOOD REP EVER AGAIN!!! =P

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